Thinking

Sometimes thinking can be tedious
it can lead to more confusion
like i have been creating for myself

Oh why do i torment myself
why do i think that thinking will solve confusion

there are no reasons to be thinking
is there? its still up in the air, and i am still thinking

i am so confused, do i love misery
do i push people in fear of heart break or disappointment?

do i really have to think every time
cant i just do something long term without negative thoughts?

why oh why ... this brain of mine creates an illusion
why is it all coming out as a long whine?

i have no solution... i have no new thoughts
i do know that i should try but to do what i know not