questions..

y does it feel like ages that i have heard from u
y does it feel as if times are flying by
y does this loneliness feels more pronounced tonight
y do i have so many y's in my mind

do i need to stop chasing the dream
do i need to stop and look around
do i crave this loneliness
do i push people away

Thinking

Sometimes thinking can be tedious
it can lead to more confusion
like i have been creating for myself

Oh why do i torment myself
why do i think that thinking will solve confusion

there are no reasons to be thinking
is there? its still up in the air, and i am still thinking

i am so confused, do i love misery
do i push people in fear of heart break or disappointment?

do i really have to think every time
cant i just do something long term without negative thoughts?

why oh why ... this brain of mine creates an illusion
why is it all coming out as a long whine?

i have no solution... i have no new thoughts
i do know that i should try but to do what i know not

Something more

Meeting on a virtual domain

not knowing what to expect

knowing what you want

there is always something more you crave

labels are added

dreams are marked

reality is checked

and still there is always something more left out

things within reach

disjointed thoughts

making no sense 

but i still find something more to think

change is there 

good or bad

or right there in middle

leaving something more you want to change

I have looked out 

I am looking inside

and I keep looking for that something more

for that something more...

Hot n Cold

i am running a little hot n i am running a little cold...

will this feeling stop when i step into the real life...

will this feeling grow when i step out of the dream

what can be done... what can't be seen

there are soo many things running through my eyes...

where does this feeling stop... where can i turn...

will a shoulder be available to cry on

will a smile be shared 

is there a life where we can be together

when can that dream start 

when do we start to move

is the stage ever set....

love is like a glowing candle in rain...

u wanna put it out to save ur heart 

u wanna cherish the warmth 

can do both ... 

as i am running a little hot n i am running a little cold...