Just stop and admire...

Just stop and admire... 

There are dreams where you fall

There are dreams where you fly

There are times when you turn left

But there are times when you just turn things right too.. 

So many ways to go

So many puzzles to solve

So much of effort goes to survive

But it's still so easy to be alive... 

When you close your eyes

When you take a deep breath

The fragrance of live

The beauty of you child...you creation... 

Is the just the dream to not analyse

Just wake up and take a walk

Stop and admire.. 

Just stop and admire... 

questions..

y does it feel like ages that i have heard from u
y does it feel as if times are flying by
y does this loneliness feels more pronounced tonight
y do i have so many y's in my mind

do i need to stop chasing the dream
do i need to stop and look around
do i crave this loneliness
do i push people away

Thinking

Sometimes thinking can be tedious
it can lead to more confusion
like i have been creating for myself

Oh why do i torment myself
why do i think that thinking will solve confusion

there are no reasons to be thinking
is there? its still up in the air, and i am still thinking

i am so confused, do i love misery
do i push people in fear of heart break or disappointment?

do i really have to think every time
cant i just do something long term without negative thoughts?

why oh why ... this brain of mine creates an illusion
why is it all coming out as a long whine?

i have no solution... i have no new thoughts
i do know that i should try but to do what i know not

Something more

Meeting on a virtual domain

not knowing what to expect

knowing what you want

there is always something more you crave

labels are added

dreams are marked

reality is checked

and still there is always something more left out

things within reach

disjointed thoughts

making no sense 

but i still find something more to think

change is there 

good or bad

or right there in middle

leaving something more you want to change

I have looked out 

I am looking inside

and I keep looking for that something more

for that something more...

Hot n Cold

i am running a little hot n i am running a little cold...

will this feeling stop when i step into the real life...

will this feeling grow when i step out of the dream

what can be done... what can't be seen

there are soo many things running through my eyes...

where does this feeling stop... where can i turn...

will a shoulder be available to cry on

will a smile be shared 

is there a life where we can be together

when can that dream start 

when do we start to move

is the stage ever set....

love is like a glowing candle in rain...

u wanna put it out to save ur heart 

u wanna cherish the warmth 

can do both ... 

as i am running a little hot n i am running a little cold...

Chocolate smile on a dimpled cheek

Chocolate smile on a dimpled cheek
talking with a shouldered support
times of happiness on the go...

Winding down with a glass of drink
topped with sweet chocolaty winks...

Being straight to the point will never disappoint
and the hand to always hold will be just fine...

Tugging of stress dulled by a simple caress

hope when the time comes all will go chocolaty smooth...

No clue as usual where to go but a heartfelt desire to carry on
can someone actually understand, feeling of being overwhelmed is there
but some how even if alll hell breaks loose...i know i can always carry on...

Time for a Change...

Call my name
say the same
same old life
gonna change

There is so much
life says as much
same old drama
gonna change

Smile on faces
tears in the eyes
same old cases
gonna change

Gonna change
change with life
change with time
sooo gonna change

Temptation...

The gleaming eyes…

The shoulders to hold the tears…

The smile to earn a smile…

The thought of strength of character…

These are some of the running thoughts in my mind… 

with a smile I give in to the temptation...

 of living the inevitable future which threatens to destroy the smile…

the walk of life...

there are so many emotions still not explored ...
so many paths still not walked...
how can this be the place which i have visited before
how can it be that life which i have lived before...

there are so many greener and baron lands
so many flowers i have not smiled on yet...
how can this is be the walk which i had not taken yet
how can this be be the smile i have smiled before

there are so many doors i have closed
so many windows that i have left open
how can the freshness of life not entangle me
how can the sweetness of life not claim me...

there are so little seconds passed
so little time flying by
how can i have lived an eternity
how can these moments be over yet...

there has to be more to this walk of life....

the life is spreading its wings just this once
where i am flying and still planted on the grass
there is so much more that i can hold in my hands... in my mind...
so let me breathe and live the lives  i haven't dreamed of yet.... 

Lost n Found...

Having the feeling of losing myself in the tide today...

tide called life...

tide called the day to day huddles... n riddles...

the smile which got lost with the lost time....

the thoughts which got squashed thanks to the plans...

the emotions which can never be realized with passing time...

How can it be so easy to be lost 

and even more easy to be found again with the hope ...

the hope which keeps me alive.. 

the hope that keeps me going...

the hope to solve the riddle... 

the wish to squash the huddles...

the smile of assurance from the one sitting across the table...

Hidden thoughts...

So things never change and good they don't... 

love the fact that my mind can drift from nothing to everything possible under the world in seconds... 

a day doesn't pass when i don't think what all i can do n shouldn't...

Yesterday tried something new on my birthday... 

made my day public...

had mixed feelings... but realized a lot of new things...

people prefer public medium to wish than calling n making it personal...

got a lot of wishes online but left me little empty n craving 

craving for those hugs n chirpy calls...

got the calls n hugs from family 

and bestest of friends making it easy to love the same people over n over again...

The empty words which can be felt and loved back are still just words without expressions

mere token of affection to display 

still as me being me loves the fact that so many people have love enough to share...

and share with me... :)

Smiles that never fade...

Sitting and wondering, when can time change the axis and be more flexible.

When will people talk less and do more.

When will the smiles come from heart instead of greed.

What will happen if I shout in a room full of mundane talks.

What will be the time when I will live the way I wanna live.

Somewhere someone has to understand dreams are not ment to be always broken.

Somehow the promises are supposed to be kept.

What will that moment look like when people agree to to do good instead of just talking about it.

Will that dawn come when smiles will not fade at the sight of kiddishness.

Someday the day will break which will see the grownups jump with joy instead of hand shakes when they meet the kiddish joys...

Learning old things the new way
things forgotten in olden days
made to relive today...


Somethings that should be part 
of my daily life had been shelved
and today has been revived...


Its been a long time since forever
and I have forgotten the past
plan a future even if I don't live it as its been along time...


Remembering how to write the right way
paper and pen taken precedence over the screens and keyboards
finding it difficult but still loving it as these are things that never end...


may be i am crazy but this smile is true...

Smell of fresh pages
of a new book
tingle the senses and makes me write...


write about the past gone
present boredom
and exciting future which is yet to come...


can these plans
be put on paper and sealed
or as usual one has to work on them and get results???

Beginnings....

the new year about to knock on our lives...

the new hope, the old smiles..

the new life and the old dreams...

the new me and the old me...

the new sun and the lovely old moon...

this mixture of old n new which can mesmerize all..

so wishing each one of everyone reading this a perfect blend of the new and the old years...