Hidden thoughts...

So things never change and good they don't... 

love the fact that my mind can drift from nothing to everything possible under the world in seconds... 

a day doesn't pass when i don't think what all i can do n shouldn't...

Yesterday tried something new on my birthday... 

made my day public...

had mixed feelings... but realized a lot of new things...

people prefer public medium to wish than calling n making it personal...

got a lot of wishes online but left me little empty n craving 

craving for those hugs n chirpy calls...

got the calls n hugs from family 

and bestest of friends making it easy to love the same people over n over again...

The empty words which can be felt and loved back are still just words without expressions

mere token of affection to display 

still as me being me loves the fact that so many people have love enough to share...

and share with me... :)

Smiles that never fade...

Sitting and wondering, when can time change the axis and be more flexible.

When will people talk less and do more.

When will the smiles come from heart instead of greed.

What will happen if I shout in a room full of mundane talks.

What will be the time when I will live the way I wanna live.

Somewhere someone has to understand dreams are not ment to be always broken.

Somehow the promises are supposed to be kept.

What will that moment look like when people agree to to do good instead of just talking about it.

Will that dawn come when smiles will not fade at the sight of kiddishness.

Someday the day will break which will see the grownups jump with joy instead of hand shakes when they meet the kiddish joys...

Learning old things the new way
things forgotten in olden days
made to relive today...


Somethings that should be part 
of my daily life had been shelved
and today has been revived...


Its been a long time since forever
and I have forgotten the past
plan a future even if I don't live it as its been along time...


Remembering how to write the right way
paper and pen taken precedence over the screens and keyboards
finding it difficult but still loving it as these are things that never end...


may be i am crazy but this smile is true...

Smell of fresh pages
of a new book
tingle the senses and makes me write...


write about the past gone
present boredom
and exciting future which is yet to come...


can these plans
be put on paper and sealed
or as usual one has to work on them and get results???

Beginnings....

the new year about to knock on our lives...

the new hope, the old smiles..

the new life and the old dreams...

the new me and the old me...

the new sun and the lovely old moon...

this mixture of old n new which can mesmerize all..

so wishing each one of everyone reading this a perfect blend of the new and the old years...

Rainbow of thoughts....

Search is on intensely

dreams are running wild

thoughts are more focused

yet the achievements are low...

Somewhere time is on my side

sun is following me path

smiles are there when required

yet the heart feels blank...

Somewhere streams follow my footsteps

scent of happiness hangs on to me

touch of moonlight seeks my eyes

yet....

Somewhere my heart, soul n body

moves on a different level

and is one with me

yet i seek to be one with them...

Nature's mystries

The cloudy shadow

the crystal clear reflections...

the water which can spell bound

a traveler's paradise

dream of a lifetime

those rocks unmoved

those steps unshaken

will have to be surpassed soon....

The motivation a picture can  entice

the dreams a scene can en-kindle

can only be experienced n not captured ... 

but someday ... someday they will all be mine....

With me...

That hazy face behind the smoke...

those hazy eyes behind the smiles...

the dancing of sun behind the clouds

the wetness in the rain soaked arms

somewhere everything can be explained

somehow all fits in place

the walk of life has path laid

every look is destined

every touch is pre-planned

all the leaves falling my way are ment for me

all roses kept in front of me are mine to cherish...

the memories with me are still supporting me...

even those hazy eyes behind the smoke are with me always...

Closest to home yet farthest from life...

Closest to home yet farthest from life...

sooner or later it will be over but

still few things will live on...

can't fight tears that are coming

and living just coz want to be alive...

just want to know who i am

someday soon it will all be dusted

n no will ever know the thoughts...

somewhere i wanna live yet

few things want me to be far off...

all seems like the dreams

which will end... but

somehow broken glass will be showing my story....

just... the chaos need to end so that

i can carry on...

getting the hang of tonight... can't stop the thoughts

flowing in one way street... without belief but still hanging on...

still carrying on....

silence the effect of love or hate...

silence the golden effect of love

silence the sparkling effect of hate

where is this coming from my side today

is it coz i am avoiding or...

am i going for head on collision

silence the golden effect of love

silence the sparkling effect of hate

today is that day when sky seems to be dull

n the rain is still nowhere to be seen

still i am confused...

silence the golden effect of love

silence the sparkling effect of hate

all alone n not needing anyone

all lost n don't know how

but somehow the mind clear...

n the silence is no more in eyes but in my mind...

making me calm n myself again....

silence the golden effect of love....

silence the sparkling effect of hate....

Scent of presence

the lasting of fragrance...

that feeling of touch

the flying of kites in windy skies

the blooming of flowers

awestruck audience...

everybody looking for time alone

and yet no one has a open heart

no one is ready to open eyes...

to view the vibrant sky

cause the smile on someone's face

let the smile hanging in your mind

elevated with simple smiles

exhilarated with just the touch of a yellow rose...

finding the brightness on a sunny day

Eagle's Flight

The way he moves,

so sure with pleasure...

so swift with assurance...

Nothing escapes his eyes

no fragrant pray leaves his senses

The way he escapes

so majestic with smiles....

so experienced with ease...

Nothing escapes his eyes

no fragrant pray leaves his senses

Like the smoke rises

he rises from the fall

glides across my mind

playing with my sensibility....

There is nothing he can't achieve

there is nothing stopping him...

crushing that arrogance

i am ready to take the flight for untouchables....

raindrops..

raindrops....

so soft n fragile....

so inspirational and impacting...

when they touch my hands...

eyes seem to melt

green becomes lush

blue turns vibrant...

n my feeling go haywire...

Individuality...

why oh why

unique... individual...

different... brave...

you... me...

should we be spinning on our heels...

cant we be just what we are???

is it actually that difficult to let us be???

Sometimes...

Sometimes... its so easy...

somewhere... that smile awaits me

traffic is slow... yet wind is teasing me...

that muscular movement n the lingering laugh

that times when eternity seems actually eternal

don't know when to stop yet stopping

can't imagine the start yet end is certain

when life is standing still and still my breath is betraying me...

that time called wait....

that moving past the craziness... still being sane...

those times when tears and laughter can't stop at the same time....

sometime the times just carry on without me...

there are some examples i can't play

there are honors i can't repay...

awestruck... with my cowardice n my brave heart beating against me...

sometimes life betrays yet the happiness carry on....