17 June, 2010

Confusions....


"To be or not to be" was a thought.... but my mind has more things associated with it, to do or not to do, to think or let it be, to make hay while it shines or just give in, to even dream or just be awake and walk though life. No clue where are my thoughts leading me to or am i the one leading them into this confusion.
At times that smile on my little ones face makes me thing that every thing is OK and we will service just fine, but the next day the questions in his mind make me re-think. At times the way he will hold me to sleep is what makes me thank god for his love, but then makes me cry to that why have i denied him that exposure to the world.
after all the turmoil when i got up today, i was happy and found that everything in life has a flip side and so does my mood.... :D