I am awake…

Somewhere in my heart I have given up
And resigned to the facts of life
Somewhere in my mind, I have made up
And realized life goes on no matter what.

Dreams have been moving flawlessly
In all corners of my mind,
Reminding me all the time….
Its time to WAKE UP….
But somehow I carry on
With my easy half closed and
Not realizing dreams can only become true if I am AWAKE

So suddenly today,
I acknowledge the fact …..
I AM AWAKE and will remain so……

Drifting away….

I have drifted
away from saneness
stumbled into the darkness
but I know I will smile again
as a dream passes me by.

Today….Tomorrow

Today I have cried yet again
Today I have taken a decision yet again
A decision strong and right
But it should be implemented and made alive.

Tomorrow I know I will smile again
Tomorrow I know will not be just another day.

Life at stand still

Life at stand still
Doesn’t move
Doesn’t want to be changed.
All efforts are useless
Nothing seems to work.
The ray of hope
Seems to light up suddenly
But it immediately disappears.

Wishing & trying hard
To reshape my life
Re-mould it desperately to,
Make it independent and free from bonds.

Don’t know how, to accomplish
My mission.
Don’t know how, to keep myself from collapsing.
Don’t even know, why I should do so.