Today is special coz I read a friends blog and that post just made me look back and smile. Now lemme try and figure out what made me smile in that entry….
Years back when love was a feeling that was with me all the while and made me smile even when I was all alone. Those rainy days and walks in the wilderness, just looking into those eyes which I later got to know always sang – Ese na mujhe tum dekho, seene se lagalonga. Palkon mein schoopa longa tumko, dil mein basa loonga. It was the most romantic any one can get for me. Those walks at parks those bike rides and subsequent back massages, were a part of my life.
When every moment spent away from love was as long as a day and made the things around seem all rainbow colours. Those rainbows always made me sing. I remember the trip to various places where we moved with worship for each other looking at flowers glow and blossom in front of us. It was that sunset I remember the most when we walked up the mountain to view the estatic sun set and your glasses broke to give me the pleasure of showing you the dreamy landscape from my eyes. The way we sat under the tree shade, drunk with our touch.
Its all so really and yet so distant that every day that passes by makes it even more real and even more fading away.
Last couple of years away from you made me realize that it was this love that kept me alive and in my son I saw that love as crazy as yours. My son is the most adorable of the dreams that has come true and ……
